Why did I bring up that boring title, you will never know. o.o NEVEERRR~
...Now I'm gonna write about my college! XDDD
Hiei: Hn. That REALLY doesn't hint the title at all
...Shush Hiei. >.< Now where was I.. Oh yeah.

Lazuline Atmosphere~
It's an awesome college, doods. o.o KMPP, in short! ^^ 4 to 6 hour drive to get there from my house. @_@ Gerh...
Buuuut~! Its worth it, 'cause the sky's there is BEAUTIFUL. Some say the sky's same everywhere you go, but I don't quite agree on that. The view here is amazing, I swear, I even tripped and hurt my foot(BAD)...by getting myself distracted by the sky.
Guidance from the Unfortunates~
Hiei: ...And you missed a lecture because of that accident too. *pissed*
...Yeah, I did.. B-but look at the bright side! I get to see a whole new perspective inside that clinic.. Seriously, it opens my eyes on how much humans need each other, not to only survive, but to hang on to.
It's just... I'm speechless when standing there in that clinic... Check it out. Sympathy-battle time:
I only disjointed my foot - 1 point.
A very skinny chinese man in a wheelchair there got no feet at all...with his grandson pushing the wheelchair with SO MUCH care, chatting cheerfully with the man - 5 points + the joy emitted by the pair.
A 4-year-old indian boy, very scrawny and sick, stays very close to his sleeping mother, warming her hand by continuously rubbing his palm against her hand - 3 points + the warmth in your heart.
A malay woman accompanying her obese son, standing up for him when others snickered at the poor guy, ultimately defending the son with all her motherly might - 2 points + the sheer act of pure love
...Safe to say, I got beaten to dust here.

Reminiscent~
Then...what else, Hiei?
Hiei: ...Hn.
OH YEAH! Found my old classmate from primary school here. Most awesome unplanned meeting ever. You know why? Cause God planned it. XDDD
I mean, all of the muslim here prayed together under the vast dark sky on certain special nights, this one specific night(Isra' Mikraj) being one, and right after the prayer, I noticed this girl in front of me...
And can you believe it, it's not her backside, or her clothes, but her SPECTACLES that seemed so familliar... XDDD And when I said hi to her, that's when it clicked she's my classmate from 6 years ago. XD!!! So yeah, from her, I got a few numbers of the other kids from my primary school class. -^^- It's a night of reminisce, I tell ya, getting back with my old allies. Just called them is all, but hearing their voices back(though it scared me hearing the guys' voices, all rough and musculine now...LOL!! XDD)brings up flashes of memories in my mind. And now, we're having a small gathering this Sunday(26th July). -^^- Hope all goes well~

The Guardian~
Uhhh... (turns to Hiei) 0.0 I can't remember what I wanna wrote...
Hiei: ...
O_O HIEI! I wanna wrote about Hiei now. ^___^
Like, really, in the real world. @_@ I arranged this welcome note in my phone with a text that specifically wrote; 'Hiei: Keep studying, you sloth!!'
Yep, reason is to make me MOVE. But...strange things kept happening since then. .__. My phone...is ALIVE. @___@; Like...
- Midnight, too sleepy to study, sets phone alarm at 6am, puts phone on my study table. Woke up with a start at 5am, because the phone is vibrating BESIDE me, on my pillow. Asked my dormmates, they didn't even touched my phone. ...Who..or what..the hell moved my phone and sets it an hour earlier...?
- Exam night, was trying to study chemistry. But my old classmate messaged me, and I got distracted from my studies to reply his messages. And then, when I hit the 'SEND' button to reply to his second message... "MESSAGE SENT FAILED" Yep, that thing lights up...which confused me because my credit's still a lot. I thought its just for a while, so I ignored it...until I realized that message send thing won't WORK...until my exam's over. .___.;; And you know what? Few days later, it permanently stops working... @__@
- Before the last paper of my exam, put my phone inside my bag outside the exam room, and I switched it OFF, I swear. Then, after exam's over, packing my utensils back in my bag, and was just thinking to take a day off without studying, but then... the chime of my phone being switched on could be heard. ...It switched on by ITSELF. And when I got out my phone and check it, that "Keep studying, you sloth!" text is lighting up. ...Exact reaction: o_o What the hell. There is NO WAY logical enough for it to switch on by itself, because I gotta press this one button for heck of a long time(roughly 30 seconds) to (FINALLY)switch it on. Thing is, I only touched my bag for less than 10 seconds... .__.
Hiei: >_>; ...The hell are you trying to prove here?
*points to Hiei* That YOU are ALIVE inside my PHONE!!! @____@;;;
Hiei: Hn. You are sounding like a madman, if you haven't noticed. I live inside your mind, not reality, you stupe. ...Or is it that my existence here only boost your over-active mind to invade reality...
...(shrugs) How should I know? But still...STOP SCARING ME through my phone!! >___<; (gets a new phone) O.O Oooooh, Nokia~! XD
Hiei: Hn. *rolls eyes*

The Travellers
Gaaah!! I REALLY need to start posting stuff up in DA! >.<;; Man, if only I had a scanner... I had successfully draw a person hugging another person from behind!! XDD And it is adorable, and I'm surprised that I'm able to say this word out loud.
Also, need to FASTLY make a (LATE )birthday gift for ^_____^ Hint on the subtitle~! ...Though, so far, it didn't look too good... .__. But, but I can't stop now! >.< Got. To. PUT. EFFORT. IN IT. x____x;; ...Maybe effort will fix its ugliness... @___@;; God, I STRONGLY hope so. >.<;;

Allomorph~
Hiei: What do you intend to do?
Whatever I do best, and giving the best in whatever I do.

Hiei: What do you expect?
Challenges and chances. ...I have to try and speak up once in a while to prove myself, learn to be independent..

Hiei: What happens when you're in trouble, depressed or angry?
...I pray, reassemble my mind, and talk to you, Hiei.

Hiei: Why the hell do you even need me? I'm just a fragment of your imagination.
...You're my voice of reason, somehow. A part of my mind that lives outside of my head, who I can talk to and listen to...to thicken this thin thread of hope in myself, the only one I have left.

Hiei: You bumbling idiot, I don't even exist and you think I believe in you? Open your damn blind eyes and SEE how many REAL people are believing in you. NOW. TODAY! So, GO GET YOUR BUTT MOVING AND FINISH THE TUTORIALS!!!

ACK!! Okay! OKAY!! Sheesh~! I just need support from others, that's all. @_@ Why are you in a hissing fit for, dammit Hiei... Now let me just finish Roy's birthday--

FINISH THE TUTORIALS AND DON'T STOP UNTIL YOU GET MIGRAINES!!!!

~~ *gone*

But eh, like you guys are gonna miss me, I'm dead now anyways. XDD
Relaaax, I'm not gonna be in a hiatus now, just...soon. Like...I dunno, about 2 weeks(May 11th). >_< Sad thing is, the pc kept on being conquered by the brats under this house, so I don't have much time drawing in photoshop much... ...until I copied the photoshop in this abandoned laptop, and LOOKIE~! I finished something!! And not only that, I used a PEN TOOL!! O_O (is so proud)

Before May 11th, I am going to draw as much as I can.
Because I would go to a really far away study-place. @_@ I dunno what it's called, it's part high school, part university. o.O; Ant said it's a...junior college?
Well, whatever it is, I'm going there, study my butt off, then come back to the safety of my house after a full year. ^^

Of course, there's holiday weeks and such...it's just that it's too far away from my house, I have to live there. @_@ Hopefully, I can support internet over there, so I can visit my DA account weekly. ^^ Buuut, it's said there the place has NO distractions...so...uh, yeah. Maybe they blocked this site. @_@; I dunno. I'll make sure after I got there. XD In case there's no way I can deliver the message...hiatus time. x__x

Uhh, what else?

Oh yeah, I discovered a new talent. 0.o;
I can teach SO much better when I'm half asleep!! XD
I was napping one day, and my two youngest siblings woke me up to help them finish their homework, and in my dazed state, I spoke(TEACH) in this...super-slow tone, and they can understand better. XD And since I show no emotion on my face(SO SLEEPY), they aren't so embarrassed if they answer wrongly to me. XDDD Bwahahaha~

Uhhh...I watched this old movie(1996) titled Mrs. Winterbourne. o_o It is such a sweet, non-cliched, extremely amusing story(derived from the book 'I Married a Dead Man' ). XDD
God, I just love how an inimical(unfriendly) character falls weak in the presence of an honest smile. ^^ I can't believe I survived yet another mushy movie. o_o (Stardust's my first mushy movie this year. XDDDD)
Er, back to the Mrs. Winterbourne movie topic...IT IS SO AWESOME, the comedy. This one moment I just burst out laughing non-stop is the way Bill(the inimical character) asks the main character's hand in marriage...and blabbing so fastly I could just laughed at how changed he is compared to the first time he appeared!! :LOL:

"So what I'd like to do is to make a list of pros and cons. So, why don't we do that? Let's see, column A, column B. Column A is going, column B is staying. Column A, you leave us, you will have...no family, no money, you won't take our money, well you pretty much have no where to go. I got it listed as 'nothing'. Column B is staying. If you stay, you're gonna have a comfortable home, have somewhere to raise a child, you still have uh...a mommy that loves you, plus a butler, how many people can say that. ...And me. Hm, let's just write that all down, shall we?"
"WHAT??"

THAT...is what happens when a businessman asked a woman to marry him. XDD It's so hillarious...man I have GOTTA find that scene in youtube or something, it's priceless~!!
...FOUND IT~!! [link] In 2:30 XDDD

Hmmm.....I don't think I have any news...except just draw more in my photoshop. ^^ It's like, the CLOSEST way to my real hand-drawn work besides a scanner....if it exists in thie house...
T____T I want a scanner~

Err...currently playing 3 games now... XDDD
Ar Tonelico II: Melody of Metafalica - PS2 (FRIGGIN AWESOME, Luca, AMAZING battle mode )
Cake Mania - PSP (YES, I know, shut up, I'm baking a cake!!)
Fire Emblem 7 - GBA (I swear, I love tactical RPG games to death. o_o; ...Sain and Kent is the most amusing pair of knights of all time... XD)

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THINGS TO DO BEFORE GOING TO COLLEGE:

- Beat Ar Tonelico II game (Dammit, 3 more phases to go @_@)
- Find where the hell I can download Battle B-Daman's 2nd season ending song (SO DAMN ADDICTIVE!!! - [link]) MAKES ME SO HAPPY. DAMN SONG.
- Finish birthday present for whose birthday is a day before my big hiatus T___T
- Make a birthday present for my mother (15TH MAY This is so unfair, I'm gonna miss her BIRTHDAY!! )
- Roleplay in DD as often as I can
- HAVE FUN, DAMMIT! @___@;;;

(NOTE: Forgive the constant swearing, I'm freakin' scared right now. )

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Random Quotes

Grace Winterbourne: How did I ever raise such a snob?
Bill Winterbourne: It's a mystery Mother... let's ask the servants.

...

[Bill has just proposed to Connie]
Connie: Shit!
Bill Winterbourne: You know, I always imagined this moment would be like this.

(is in Mrs Winterbourne movie mood)

Kay, let's start off easy and slowly. ^^

I stumbled upon a few of my ex-classmates from school a couple of days ago through YM. Did some catching up, reminscing, and of course, enjoying each other's company. XD It's so amazing though...like, in school, I never generally talk to them much, but now...they just...man, I have no words for it. Its just...now I can see behind their smiles, their nature...I can dive inside their HEADS. x___X

...Like I have telepathy.
Only that I don't. XD

So...yeah, thanks to one of them...I have awaken.

Remember that my photoshop has vanished? Cause my dad reformatted the pc, along with my artworks, my pictures, my songs, my writings. Yeah. All that. Poof. Gone. Vanished. I know. Crap, right? Sufferen serious mental breakdown for half an hour...and start sleeping more often due to the depression of my life being deleted out of existence. XD

Well, one classmate saved me.
Gave me free photoshop. XDDD
...Well, not free, I just forgot to pay him.
B-but I will!! Eventually!! >_>; (Rusy, if you're reading this, please remind me not to ever forget to pay. >.<

AAAND...thanks to Tension Academy, NOW I know how to use the pen tool. XDDD That academy is AMAZING. .__. Like...all these things I never realized I can do with photoshop just...crap, not only in photoshop...tutorials, how-to's...everything. ;___; God, I am so indebted to both that friend who lent me photoshop AND that academy. >.<

...AND I SHALL CONQUER MY PAGE WITH CRAPLOADS OF NEW ARTWORKS!!! XDDD Bwahahahahahah~
(coughs)
...Sorry. Lack of outlets.
Vent pieces coming up. (grins sadistically)

I have successfully graduated high school...and now is busy applying colleges and crap for my future. W00T!! ...But I miss my school... I miss my teachers... I miss my friends. ...I also miss my table. XD My lovely table desk! XDDD Oh how much I drawed on it... @_@

Like others, I'm trying to find where am I suited to heading. ^^ From my point, I have 3 choices!
An animator/mangaka - Because I'm EXTREMELY interested in this and have been dreaming of becoming one since I have known anime at age 13. XD The flaw: No jobs in the future. @_@
An engineer - Because my grades in my final exam made me capable of being one, and engineers are highly needed in Malaysia. Flaw is, I gotta compete with boys. x___x And also to constantly be active to think and all...which I am so slow at. XD
A teacher - Guarantees my future, and constant income, and is an awesome noble job. Plus my maths and english grades made me capable of being one. ^^ The flaw...truthfully, I have no interest in teaching. @__@

Err...what else... Hmm... Well, I found this awesome DA account, Tension Academy... XDD It's so cool! @___@;; Lots of sempai I can look up to and study with. ^___^ Plus, it's in Malaysia~ (dances) W00t!! XD Haha, no Gundam druggie character can top THAT! XD

EDIT: My Photoshop vanished. .__. My dad reformatted the pc and it just POOF. Gone. ;___; All my artworks, all my fanfics, all my pictures...ALL MY MUSIC!!! >_____<;;; (cries at a corner)

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Ah well. At least I can't present you guys those god-awful crapworks, eh? XD And once I get that photoshop back in my hands, I'm back in business. ^^ Plus, my experience is still here. (pats heart) So why bother to cry if I still have my interest in my heart? ^-^

Once upon a time~
XD

Okay, seriously. I came to school early one morning and I saw a girl with a plastic briefcase. When I try to glance into her opened briefcase, there are a whole stack of papers FULL OF COMIC PAGES SHE DRAW!!!

I wanted to speak to her..but I can't, given the state of my mind being subconciously scared. <_<; Well, it turns out, fate loves me after all... cause after school, I decided to stayback for some educational reasons.

And then, it happened.

A classmate of my friend came to me to speak with me. He said he met a girl, a junior, who can draw. Seeing the papers in his hands filled with the familliar style of comic I saw that morning....I'm guessing it's the same girl I saw before.

He said the girl's brother is planning to open a publication. And he said to me he TOLD THAT GIRL about me. And so now that girl wants me to photocopy one of my work for her to see and for her brother to judge.

But...in order to photocopy, I need to use a pen...
Oh, how my hope crushed.
I passed the deadline to give her...
I missed it.

Shoot me now.

But then, Ty-sempai noted me she can't draw with pens too...so that relieved me a bit.
In conclusion...everything has a good side.