The title speak for it all. I'm being counted on. By 19 friends plus one teacher. Why? Because I made history... Not literally, anyway. Well, here's what happened~

Last month, my class teacher announced that she needs to send 6 writings to the headmistress...to go to the school magazine. I've been planning for a while to write about my classmates. I mean, there's only 20 of us, so it's easy to know each other, and each of them is so special to me...so I decided to take a leap, and write.

Leaping is easy, but its hard to land. Totally true.

I have no idea how to write about them. (imaginary Hiei anime fall) I sat on my seat, with my pencil on my hand and a blank paper in front of me. Totally blank. Then...it happened. I saw it. I saw them. My classmates. They're doing what they were doing, but...I can see something different...in their smiles, in their laughter... They enjoyed each other's company...

Bingo!

After recess, no teacher. Perfect!
I dragged each of them alone with me and talk to them, asking them about their closest friends in class, and simply write what they say. Finally, everyone is done... I even got a chance to see this side of them that really REALLY have their hearts truly for their friends... It was amazing.

Writing about each of them is a challenge. One by one classmate entered my mind and I gotta write it accurately and positively. After 2 days, all 19 are done...and writing about myself is friggin' hard without boasting. XD

After I'm done...it's time to show them. I was so nervous that I literally want to just give up and apologize to all of them for making their hopes up. But Hiei pushed me to just breathe and simply hand it over to them.

I did. And you know what happened?

They smiled. They laughed. They 'What the hell?!'-ed me. But they love it. I mean...when they smiled, and stared up at me (cause they're sitting and I'm standing ) and then thanked me.... It was SO DEEP. It could cut me to half and I could cry right on that spot. Seriously. They were so happy... and they were ushering me to hand it to the teacher, saying they can't wait to see it published in the school mag...

But then, storm came. Exam month is towering over us.

I don't have time to write it back to a neat clean paper and hand it to the teacher. I gotta study. For 3 tiring weeks, I studied and finally ended the exam papers. 2 days left before complete paradise of a 2-weeks school holidays.

Thing is, I haven't even START writing in a neat clean paper. I was stressed. I can't finished it by 2 days. It turns out something happened that I only got one night to finish it.

It's almost impossible. But thinking each of them are counting so much on me to finish it seriously boosts up my spirit. Then, it happened. One night without sleep, just trying to finish up my class article... It's tiring, but I finished it.

Next morning was Teacher's Day. After successfully handing it to the teacher's desk, I smiled to myself. Another impossible task, completed. Teacher's Day's celebration started. I slept the whole day.

It's an amazing feeling, though. Being counted on so much... and then being successful. I can't wait to see their faces when they saw what I wrote in the last minute about them:

They have given their time, their strength and their hearts to each other. So much that they're not worthy to be called a friend. Because they're already can be considered as...a family. May the memories of these friends will lasts forever~